I am lost, but now I am found, I am hidden and now I am seen, I am black but now I am wh... sorry continuing the story.
Myscaela holds the gun toward Sanisha head, I can't help but wonder what my life would be like without Sanisha, butterflies, sunny days, things I've only heard of before, back to the story. Sanisha isn't flinching, her lack of fear is worrying me, she has something planned. Maybe it's time who I tell you who Sanisha actually is, or was.. it was the year 2007, that's when I met her, I was young and foolish as was she, I met her at the carnival, she was playing the game where you throw things at the other things and win a prize, basically every other carnival game.. When she turned around and looked at me, I thought I had saw love at first sight, but I was wrong, It wasn't love at first sight, I just wanted her cotton candy, it was blue.. Blue is my favorite color when it comes to cotton candy, but Sanisha on the other hand, thought she had seen love at first sight, and till this day refuses to believe different, we hung out all night. and expecting to go back home alone by myself Sanisha followed me like a stray dog, what would I do with this girl who is following me home, what if mom and dad saw her? I couldn't take the chance, I hid her and when the next morning came, I signed her up for the under achieving softball team, the Gold diggers, and left, and ever since then, she's been hunting me down, wanting to be with me, but she doesn't understand it will never be.... WHY WILL IT NEVER BE!!!!!! Sorry.. continuing.. Myscaela grips the trigger with her finger, she's done this before, I can tell by how she holds her gun, Sanisha on the other hand has never held a gun, but I'm curious to what her plan is.. Sanisha looks at me and mouths I love you, I close my eyes and wait.. A gun shot.. A scream of pain, or maybe I'm screaming I don't know.. I open my eyes and Sanisha is on the floor, it's over... she's no longer here... But I don't feel happy, I feel as if I just lost the love of my life, if I were given another chance, I'd have changed everything. I wipe the tears from my eyes, Myscaela then tells me it was only a tranquilizer dart, and just like that, it was as if I had hated Sanisha all along and still trying to get rid of her. I run away before Sanisha wakes back up.. I run back to the room, and ask Myscaela "Why did you even want Sanisha anyway?" She whispers something about experimenting on people, I leave, it's probably none of my business. Ah another day, I walk out on the street, free at la..
The story about the story teller who got hit by a bus.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Redemption before the dawn
I am the man in the corner, I am the man who walks in the shadows, I am the man who has no face, I am the mystery man.
I take one step toward the bridge, I have been here before, or so it seems.
I look around noticing every detail, every aspect of this bridge. I see the wood pecker, pecking at a tree, I notice the cat hiding behind the tall grass, waiting for the wood pecker, I notice the T-Rex hiding behind the cat, waiting to eat the cat, it seems to be an ordinary day, but is it?
No, it's not an ordinary day, it's far from ordinary. I keep walking into the shadows of the trees, this is where I work best, even though it is broad daylight I feel as if no one can see me, I smile at the kid pointing and laughing at me, his time will come, yes... His time wil.. I was interrupted by the sound of the man I was looking for his name is Isaac, he's four foot five, dark brown hair, it comes to his thighs, Hippie... I sneak behind the grass, the young boy who pointed at me previously yells out "Creeper!!" I am now visible to all, I quickly make a run for it, and climb up a tree only to realize that it was not a tree but a very tall man, he is very sturdy for his height... Able to hold me up without moving an inch.. I am off subject, forgive me.. I climb down this incredibly tall creature, and being more visible than ever, I quickly close my eyes, ah yes.. I am now invisible, I was taught a long time ago, if I cannot see them, they cannot se... I am repeatedly punched in the face, keeping my eyes closed going into a fetal position trusting that it will all end soon. It did not end, I wake up at Saint Jake's hospital and diner. Why does this hospital have a diner in it? And why would anyone name a hospital Saint Jake's? Is Jake even a saint? I wish I knew the answers to these questions that haunt me.
The nurse walks into my room, it's her.. I've seen her before! The nurse says who? Who have you seen before? I just realized I spoke out loud, I rise out of my bed, she knocks me back down, she isn't a nurse at all.. She replies "No I'm not a nurse." I need to learn to think instead of speak... I then remember her name, it's Myscaela. (And yes if you're thinking "Is that a Japanese name?" You're right on cue, although she was not Japanese, she could have fooled me, with the way she squinted at me.) I ask her... Could you get me a glass of tea, trying to get rid of her so I can make my escape, she replies no, I thought that was bullet proof, but she will not leave. She opens the brief case, if I told you what was inside this brief case I would have to kill you.. rotflol jk. But seriously.. It was deep stuff, she pulls out a picture of Sanisha. I scream, why can I not get her out of my life!!! Myscaela pulls out a gun, and asks me where she is, I cry and say I don't know, just as Sanisha walks in, with that smug look on her face like she just won the below average softball game, in case you're wondering, Sanisha played in a league called the Gold diggers an under achieving softball team. Sanisha walks in and they stare at each other. And if you're wondering Sanisha is black. They stare at each other, and Myscaela points the gun at her, puts the gun on the trigger, and..
To be continued
I take one step toward the bridge, I have been here before, or so it seems.
I look around noticing every detail, every aspect of this bridge. I see the wood pecker, pecking at a tree, I notice the cat hiding behind the tall grass, waiting for the wood pecker, I notice the T-Rex hiding behind the cat, waiting to eat the cat, it seems to be an ordinary day, but is it?
No, it's not an ordinary day, it's far from ordinary. I keep walking into the shadows of the trees, this is where I work best, even though it is broad daylight I feel as if no one can see me, I smile at the kid pointing and laughing at me, his time will come, yes... His time wil.. I was interrupted by the sound of the man I was looking for his name is Isaac, he's four foot five, dark brown hair, it comes to his thighs, Hippie... I sneak behind the grass, the young boy who pointed at me previously yells out "Creeper!!" I am now visible to all, I quickly make a run for it, and climb up a tree only to realize that it was not a tree but a very tall man, he is very sturdy for his height... Able to hold me up without moving an inch.. I am off subject, forgive me.. I climb down this incredibly tall creature, and being more visible than ever, I quickly close my eyes, ah yes.. I am now invisible, I was taught a long time ago, if I cannot see them, they cannot se... I am repeatedly punched in the face, keeping my eyes closed going into a fetal position trusting that it will all end soon. It did not end, I wake up at Saint Jake's hospital and diner. Why does this hospital have a diner in it? And why would anyone name a hospital Saint Jake's? Is Jake even a saint? I wish I knew the answers to these questions that haunt me.
The nurse walks into my room, it's her.. I've seen her before! The nurse says who? Who have you seen before? I just realized I spoke out loud, I rise out of my bed, she knocks me back down, she isn't a nurse at all.. She replies "No I'm not a nurse." I need to learn to think instead of speak... I then remember her name, it's Myscaela. (And yes if you're thinking "Is that a Japanese name?" You're right on cue, although she was not Japanese, she could have fooled me, with the way she squinted at me.) I ask her... Could you get me a glass of tea, trying to get rid of her so I can make my escape, she replies no, I thought that was bullet proof, but she will not leave. She opens the brief case, if I told you what was inside this brief case I would have to kill you.. rotflol jk. But seriously.. It was deep stuff, she pulls out a picture of Sanisha. I scream, why can I not get her out of my life!!! Myscaela pulls out a gun, and asks me where she is, I cry and say I don't know, just as Sanisha walks in, with that smug look on her face like she just won the below average softball game, in case you're wondering, Sanisha played in a league called the Gold diggers an under achieving softball team. Sanisha walks in and they stare at each other. And if you're wondering Sanisha is black. They stare at each other, and Myscaela points the gun at her, puts the gun on the trigger, and..
To be continued
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Bitter sweet
My face, It swallows the shadow, I am invisible to all, till I'm in light, then I am visible... That's not the point I'm trying to make.. This night was terrifying, yet exciting, let me start from the first.
I'm running down the road, from the man that's been hunting me down for the last two weeks, I quickly take a corner into an alley, into the darkness, I am invisible again, it was too late to realize he had a flash light, why did I not think that the man trying to kill me had a flash light? I don't know, it's not any of my concern, he comes around the corner, but I am well hidden, he finds me, I scream distracting him for a minute, and I make the first move, I hit him in the face. It hurt, I was in pain, why didn't I try to hit him some where else, other than his face, which had a lot of bones, I brace myself for the hit. It hurt as well, but what he didn't expect, was the second scream, yet again I am running, I fall into a hole, why is there a hole in the middle of the road!? Questions that may never be answered, but why do I always find the unanswerable questions. Again, another question that may never be answered. I quickly aim two pistols and shoot, twelve shots fired, he had no chance of survival, yet I realize he is okay, and running after me, I run to my car, he's already in it, I panic, he shows me a picture of Sanisha and asks where she's at, I quickly tell him in relief that he's only trying to kill her.
The breath I breathe
Lost, and now I am found. Today is the day I see her, she drives up on her bike, or motorcycle, whatever you prefer to call it. She steps out, she's manly but yet womanly, I call her Nelsie, that's kind of her name, but it's also what I call her, she yells, and then calms down, why did she yell? I apologize for my actions, she holds her cheek, she understood why though, she tells me why she came into my part of the town, she has a problem with a few guys trying to beat her, nothing much just the average. So I tell her I'll take care of it, like I always do. I go into her house and I am suddenly beat, as they beat me and ask me why I am here, I scream I don't know as loud as I can, as if I just saw a little puppy dying and someone asked me why the puppy died, I don't know.. That is another story for another time. The rope is tight against my hands almost to the point where it burns, I hate the feel of burning, so I look at the leader of the two, and give him the most hateful stare he's ever seen, and yell, let me go! I didn't do it!!! He slaps me, I wake up two hours later, it's her, I scream and try to run away but I can't, I try to tell the guys to kill me, I think you know who came in, who has frightened me, so bad, so horribly bad, and she's not dead.
I'm running down the road, from the man that's been hunting me down for the last two weeks, I quickly take a corner into an alley, into the darkness, I am invisible again, it was too late to realize he had a flash light, why did I not think that the man trying to kill me had a flash light? I don't know, it's not any of my concern, he comes around the corner, but I am well hidden, he finds me, I scream distracting him for a minute, and I make the first move, I hit him in the face. It hurt, I was in pain, why didn't I try to hit him some where else, other than his face, which had a lot of bones, I brace myself for the hit. It hurt as well, but what he didn't expect, was the second scream, yet again I am running, I fall into a hole, why is there a hole in the middle of the road!? Questions that may never be answered, but why do I always find the unanswerable questions. Again, another question that may never be answered. I quickly aim two pistols and shoot, twelve shots fired, he had no chance of survival, yet I realize he is okay, and running after me, I run to my car, he's already in it, I panic, he shows me a picture of Sanisha and asks where she's at, I quickly tell him in relief that he's only trying to kill her.
The breath I breathe
Lost, and now I am found. Today is the day I see her, she drives up on her bike, or motorcycle, whatever you prefer to call it. She steps out, she's manly but yet womanly, I call her Nelsie, that's kind of her name, but it's also what I call her, she yells, and then calms down, why did she yell? I apologize for my actions, she holds her cheek, she understood why though, she tells me why she came into my part of the town, she has a problem with a few guys trying to beat her, nothing much just the average. So I tell her I'll take care of it, like I always do. I go into her house and I am suddenly beat, as they beat me and ask me why I am here, I scream I don't know as loud as I can, as if I just saw a little puppy dying and someone asked me why the puppy died, I don't know.. That is another story for another time. The rope is tight against my hands almost to the point where it burns, I hate the feel of burning, so I look at the leader of the two, and give him the most hateful stare he's ever seen, and yell, let me go! I didn't do it!!! He slaps me, I wake up two hours later, it's her, I scream and try to run away but I can't, I try to tell the guys to kill me, I think you know who came in, who has frightened me, so bad, so horribly bad, and she's not dead.
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